Message #4708

[Aislin]

I can only answer one question in the last post. How do we surive? Not very well. Some of us don't. Some of us try not to but end up still being stuck here anyway. Right now my only means of survival is maybe my baby will need me one day. It wouldn't be fair of me to make her find a grave. So I stay in this world that I am not equiped to live in just in case she wants to know something one day. I don't know if it is really surviving as much as it is a minimal existance just in case.
I will leave it at that so I don't ramble too long and make this more about first moms than adoptees.